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Update, woo.
March 23, 2004 | Filed under: Bitching

“When you feel all alone, and a loyal friend is hard to find - you're caught in a one way street with the monsters in your head. When hopes and dreams are far away and you feel like you can't face the day, let me be the one you call. Savage Garden - Crash And Burn”

Ever get that feeling where you know you only have so much you can give, but everyone else expects more? I have that feeling a lot lately. Not just with school, but with everything and everyone. If there were 30 hours in a day and I had more energy, sure, I could put in some more - but there aren’t 30 hours a day, and I do need to sleep. I’ve been so overloaded with work (pointless work, mind you, that doesn’t do squat to prepare me for my oh so important School Certificate) that I’m so much more stressed than I’ve ever been. Generally, I’m not one to stress a whole lot, but this year is really taking its toll and it’s only nearing the end of the first term. Most of it’s unnecessary, and that makes it seem even worse somehow.

And why is it that noone takes you seriously when you get annoyed? I hate fighting, so I try to avoid it at all costs, but I’m sick of sitting around and putting up with crap that I shouldn’t have to take. I don’t want to be grouchy, but it’s about damn time that people started being fully aware of what they’re doing - I shouldn’t have to give off a million signals, and then finally have to spell it out AND have to deal with the fight that’s going to come as well. But of course, I’m never in the right when it comes to being unhappy about some event or treatment; and seeing as I’m a weak little idiot, I back down, give up, and agree that I’m the one in the wrong. Real lot of good that one achieved, go ‘Team Melon.’

Let’s just call this one a bitch of a post, shall we? :P


Composed by Melissa at 10:03pm ·

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